Did I Leave You Behind

My mind flashes back To the first time I saw you. That's
when I knew That a love could be true.
I glanced into your eyes
And I saw the fire
what makes you who you are,
And my life soared higher
Then fate took me far away.
I've only got memories
And a story you wrote
To keep you with me.
I'm searching my mind.
For pictures I can't find.
Are you staying with me,
Or did I leave you behind?

By my friend Jello

Current Events

Well back in August I had stopped talking to the girl that I thought was my dreams. Well anyway we are back to talking after two months now. She invited me down for Thanksgiving. We are just friends which is fine, cause long distance relationships suck. So anyway this is gonna be my third time going to South Dakota. I haven't seen her since March, but it is gonna be nice to see her again. I'm kind of nervous, but maybe she is too. I know the time I met her in March she was nervous and I was a little too. Well enough of that for now. Last week I went with some co-workers to the Townhouse in St. Paul. It was a pretty nice place then later on we went to Bleechers in Maplewood and then onto Denny's in Maplewood for some food. Then I hanged at in Cottage Grove on Saturday night, had some drinks and watched The L Word season one, just the first five episodes. Then I went home and went to bed. Thats it for now!

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God could not be everywhere, so he created mothers.

- -- Jewish proverb

My friend is one...who takes me for what I am.

-Henry David Thoreau

Poem

Tomorrow should have been
The beginning of eternity,
But you went and left,
Now it's only me.
I'll spend the day away,
Across the ocean from you,
Eight months ago I thought I found heaven,
Now each month I'll be blue.
I cried for you the other day,
The first time I had shed a tear,
All because you went astray,
Yet the beat of your heart I still hear.

By my friend Jello

Open Heart

Will you ever know?
how much I care for you
In the grace that flows
beneath your strikingly beautiful eyes
I want so much to tell you how I feel
why do I hold back?
the feelings so strong within
a fluttering passion growing
I yearn to be near you
I think to myself
could you be the one?
the soulmate I have been searching for?
and I believe this is true
when I sing a song of love
I get teary eyed
thinking of you by my side
the way you sing,
your musical heart
echo's throughout my mind
I feel your emotions,
I sense your inner passion for life
voices scream within my heart
they know your the right one
I want to hold you in my arms
to feel you close to me
to hear your heartbeat
I want you to know that everything will be ok
I want to be with you forever
please don't fear me
but rejoice with me
for your happiness is my happiness
Never to be lonely again
do not be scared
I will never give up on you
your tears are my tears
I sense your pain inside
I want to fill that inner void
and heal all those deep wounds
So together we can grow
developing the music in our hearts
as both friends and as lovers
to continue in an enduring passionate life
you melt my soul
and calm my mind
please walk into my open heart.

By my friend Xanthias

The First Time

The first time I saw you,
my heart skipped a beat.
The way you looked at me
caused me to quiver inside.
I felt nullified by your gaze.
Captivated by your soul.
On the way over,
you struck a surge that penetrated
into the inner depths of my body
My stomach tied in knots
as I anxiously awaited
that still grand moment
when our eyes first met
I felt so close to you,
and yet so far away
I heard your voice
felt your grand laughter
echoing throughout my mind
reminiscing on the phone call
thinking of good memories
from the night before
eagerly awaiting
to see your dazzling smile
To hear you speak,
those soft and caring words
And to know
that you feel that way too.
would mean the world to me
your laughter brings
such happiness to me.
When I breathe,
thinking of you, and feeling warm inside
Many a nights of restless slumber.
emerge from this powerful heart
and a passion that bleeds inside
screaming to be set free
please cure my aching lonely spirit
and forever I shall be yours

By my friend Xanthias

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Hope is the feeling that you will succeed tomorrow in what you failed at today.

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